it’s been a very difficult few days. I am not sure why, but i have been encompassed by a thick, dark fog. It has wrapped itself around me and dug it’s claws deeply into my psyche. I wish I could say that having dealt with depression for awhile that when I recognize it I know how to overcome it; but it just ain’t so. It’s amazing to me how the fog so quickly invades every part of me. I see her strut right into my mind and set up shop as if she owns the place. In her mind, she does and unfortunately at the moment she does in my mind too. This line of thinking renders me useless. I hate it that I have these thoughts. I hate it that I’m depressed. Everyone always says to not give up and keep moving forward, but honestly where’s the strength I need to accomplish this task??? i think I’ll eat a whoopie pie.